I held his paw and slept by his side for 14 days in hospital. But it turned out, all the love in the world wasn’t enough to save him. Thus begins the final post on Life of Dozer.
My dearest Dozer,
You came into my life in my arms, holding you protectively. And after almost 14 years together, I held you in my arms protectively again as I said goodbye.
I was sobbing so hard, I forgot everything I wanted to say to you in our final moments together.
So I started writing this letter to you, to say all those things.
I wanted to reminisce about our wonderful times – the thousands of visits to the dog beach, all the wonderful food we sampled together, the cuddles, the neck-scratching-sessions, our road trips.
I wanted to thank you for spreading the joy that is you with readers all around the world, for happily coming along with me to meet readers at events, book signings, fund raisers, lunches, dinners, not to mention TV shows, photo shoots, and my gosh, we can’t forget our stint on Play School!
But as I sit here, typing away with tears streaming down my face, I realise that’s not what I want to say to you.
What I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me your whole heart.
Thank you for giving me your unconditional loyalty.
Thank you for loving me just as I am, for all my flaws, for never caring what I weigh, what I wear, what I look like.
Thank you for always being there, my one constant through the good and bad times.
Thank you for making me smile, even on the hardest of days.
And thank you for trying so hard to stay with me as long as you could, fighting to heal until your very last day. I will never forget how deep you had to dig to find the strength for your rehab walk on our final morning together.
I know that one day, I will be able to look at photos of you again without sobbing. And I know all this pain I am feeling is because I loved you so fiercely and completely, and I wouldn’t trade it for a second I got to spend with you.
But right now, four days after saying goodbye, it feels like the heartbreak will never heal, like I will never smile again.
Rest in peace, my darling Dozer. I will never forget you, and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Your mum xoxo
Thank you SASH
To the vets and nurses at the Small Animal Specialist Hospital (SASH),
Thank you for the extraordinary care, skill, and kindness you showed Dozer. Every moment, from the medical expertise to the gentle reassurance and cheering him on, meant more to me than I can say. Knowing he was in such capable, compassionate hands gave me comfort during the hardest days. I will always be deeply grateful for everything you did for my beautiful boy. – Nagi x
I had the joy of meeting him at one of your events. He came over to me, all smiles and tail wags (some say he was trying to steal my bread roll, I say I was chosen for a blessing). You can tell he was loved dearly and will be missed by all. RIP Dozer; he was a very good boy.
I’m sobbing along with you as I read your message…you both had a wonderful life together..I know the hurt…the pain lessens but it takes a long time…remember all the memories…I am so sorry for you…❣️
RIP Dozer. You will live on in our hearts, Our thoughts are with you, Nagi. Memories are so precious.
My love goes out to you. Dozer had the best life. RIP Dozer. You have given all of your fans so much joy.
Nagi, this is absolutely beautiful ♥️ sending you internet hugs 🩷 r.i.p Dozer ♥️🩷
It does take some time, but now, every time I walk past a photo of Rubee I smile the biggest smile and remember our walks, chats and cuddles but mostly her beautiful big brown eyes that understood absolutely everything.
It will come.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Dozer was a Beautiful dog he was your baby. You both shared a loving bond. ❤️
My heart hurts for you and your loss. Dozer was one of the reasons I started reading Tin Eats and all of the wonderful updates you would give of your fur baby. Thank you for sharing his love of the beach, food and of course you. After losing my precious girl after 14 years I understand your pain and hope you know what a wonderful life you gave Dozer. From my 2 new fur babies and myself I hope you know Dozer will always be with you!!
With luv Cela, Scout and Shadow
Oh Nagi, I feel your pain – so hard to lose such a Treasured part of your family.
But know that you gave him his very best life.
Thoughts and prayers are with you, as I too know how hard it is to say good bye to a most loved family member (because our pets ARE family)
My heart is breaking with you as I know too well how you feel. Sending you love and strength 🙏🏼❤️
Dear Nagi, condolences, what a fun life your Dozer had. How lucky that you found one another.
The love your readers have will help you in your time to mourn him.
Everyone loves you and Dozer so please let that through when you are ready blessings
Oh Nagi… This post is heartbreaking 💔 Dozer was beloved by so many. He lived such a good life alongside you. What a beautiful tribute to post to Dozer 😭😭
Sending all the love and comfort vitually to you during this time. Focus on the joy and love. You gave him everything and he knew it. You can see the love radiating from every photo. xxx Be kind to yourself and take all the time you need.
How lucky was he to have gone through life with you and visa versa 💖 If he could speak he would thankyou for his great life right up to the very end
Tears…just profound sadness. Yet, joy that you shared beautiful Dozer with us, all these years Nagi. Sending Love and Blessings to you and all that cared for Dozer.
So sorry for your loss Nagi, it will take time , and thats good , but you will be left with wounderful memories.
Oh Nagi, I’m sobbing reading this. I know how it feels to have a dog who means the world and more, and I can’t even think of the day I’ll be without him. I’m so sorry <3 One day you'll be reunited, but until then, Dozer will live on in the hearts of so many
I loved your posts and pics of Dozer. I fell in love with him too. So sorry that his time ran out… Condolences and virtual hugs.
The tears are rolling down my face reading this. We all loved Dozer. His spirit will be always with you.
Much love and hugs 🤗 xx
I’m so sorry for your loss may God comfort your during your grief sending you lots of love and prayers