I held his paw and slept by his side for 14 days in hospital. But it turned out, all the love in the world wasn’t enough to save him. Thus begins the final post on Life of Dozer.
My dearest Dozer,
You came into my life in my arms, holding you protectively. And after almost 14 years together, I held you in my arms protectively again as I said goodbye.
I was sobbing so hard, I forgot everything I wanted to say to you in our final moments together.
So I started writing this letter to you, to say all those things.
I wanted to reminisce about our wonderful times – the thousands of visits to the dog beach, all the wonderful food we sampled together, the cuddles, the neck-scratching-sessions, our road trips.
I wanted to thank you for spreading the joy that is you with readers all around the world, for happily coming along with me to meet readers at events, book signings, fund raisers, lunches, dinners, not to mention TV shows, photo shoots, and my gosh, we can’t forget our stint on Play School!
But as I sit here, typing away with tears streaming down my face, I realise that’s not what I want to say to you.
What I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me your whole heart.
Thank you for giving me your unconditional loyalty.
Thank you for loving me just as I am, for all my flaws, for never caring what I weigh, what I wear, what I look like.
Thank you for always being there, my one constant through the good and bad times.
Thank you for making me smile, even on the hardest of days.
And thank you for trying so hard to stay with me as long as you could, fighting to heal until your very last day. I will never forget how deep you had to dig to find the strength for your rehab walk on our final morning together.
I know that one day, I will be able to look at photos of you again without sobbing. And I know all this pain I am feeling is because I loved you so fiercely and completely, and I wouldn’t trade it for a second I got to spend with you.
But right now, four days after saying goodbye, it feels like the heartbreak will never heal, like I will never smile again.
Rest in peace, my darling Dozer. I will never forget you, and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Your mum xoxo
Thank you SASH
To the vets and nurses at the Small Animal Specialist Hospital (SASH),
Thank you for the extraordinary care, skill, and kindness you showed Dozer. Every moment, from the medical expertise to the gentle reassurance and cheering him on, meant more to me than I can say. Knowing he was in such capable, compassionate hands gave me comfort during the hardest days. I will always be deeply grateful for everything you did for my beautiful boy. – Nagi x
I am so very sorry for your loss. He was a very loyal and constant companion, best friend, in your life.
I’m so sorry to hear that Dozer has gone. Dear Nagi, believe me when I say, one day you will be able to look at the photos again. Not now, not for a long time, but you will get there. In the meantime, I’m sending you so much love.
Thank you Nagi for sharing Dozer with us over the years. You were with him until the very end, and that would have meant the world to him. My heart breaks for you. xxx
I’m so sorry Nagi, so incredibly sorry for your loss
So sorry for your loss!! Thinking of you at this difficult time😭
😢😢😢🐾🦴🪽🕊️💔💐🌈🌹😘🫶🏻
Thank you Dozer…
Thank you Nagi
May your sweet memories help you in the hours, days and weeks to come. Heart hugs to you and all the people in your lives that enjoyed precious Dozer. Peace…
Tears streaming for beautiful pup I never met, I feel your sadness completely as we are nearing the time to say goodbye to our beloved Franklyn. Sending you the biggest of hugs xxx
Oh Nagi, I am so sorry for your loss. I know you loved Dozer with all your heart ❤️ Sending prayers and all my love to you.
I’m sorry you had to say goodbye to Dozer. I have followed your story over the years and the love and joy was uplifting. Thank you for sharing him with us.
Im heartbroken with you, my deepest condolences to you 💔 and RIP Dozer xx
I’m so sorry to lose him . He was the only dog I ever had. Bless you Nagi
Our hearts are broken for you and with you and we send you so much love ❤️
The bestest boy. The purest love. Thinking of you and of Dozer and what joy doggies bring. Thank you for sharing and take care of yourself.
I’m so sorry to hear this Nagi, he will be sorely missed. Thank you for sharing him with us all, he made all our lives brighter x
Hi Nagi, my deepest condolences on the loss of your darling Dozer. It is always hard as our lives have been enriched by our fur babes. We lost our Connor many years ago (GR) and still now when I see a white GR think of him. we have photos and a picture up on the wall. With love, Leonie
It’s a singular loss when a beloved pet passes. I’m so very sorry, Nagi.
Thank you for sharing Dozer with us
Love and tears from Canada, Nagi. Our hearts are with you.
Omg how I cried when I read this I feel so sad for you because I am have two cats that I love so much. I hate the day when experiencing what you’ve just experienced. May God bless you and keep you in good health.