I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sending hugs xx
Sending love and hugs.❤️
Nagi, Sending so much love to you. Dozer you are so loved by everyone, even those that have never had the pleasure or privilege of hugging you in person 🐾🐾
So sad.xx
Sending love to both you and Dozer. Enjoy your time together and spoil him and hug him tight. Crying a million tears for you both.
Nagi
I am so sad your fur baby is looking for his rainbow, just know we have also loved him thru all your posts
Take care of yourself in these difficult few days
Much love to you and Dozer
Irene
Nagi and Dozer: My heart weeps for your recent illness. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Amy
It’s a hearbreak like no other. I lost my boy late last year. He was almost 14. Even if he had lived another 13 it wouldn’t have made the goodbye less painful. Sending love.
Sending you & Dozer much love and healing light. Our furbabies really are Earth Angels. Such pure, unconditional love balls♥️. Prayers that you can give your boy the people and things that he loves most. Regardless, remember you’ve given him the best life. Hugs♥️
Oh Dozer what a delight you are. Sending you both love and strength 💔💔💔
Sending hugs. Very tough time for you Nagi. He’s certainly had the best life full of love with you.
My thoughts and prayers are with you. My 19 year old Maltese shitzu passed away leaving a shattered heart. I do alot of dogsitting which I love. Hugs to Dozer xx
Nagi I am so sorry to hear of your loss of Dozer
Aaah beautiful boy…Dozer is lucky to have a Mum like you Nagi and a wonderful medical team providing him with the love, care and support he needs at this time.
Sending big hugs. ❤️🩹
Thinking of you both. In my thoughts and prayers. They love you unconditionally.
Take care.
Your love for Dozer shows in every, post, story and picture. It’s always hard when it comes to this stage, I hope you can take comfort knowing you gave Dozer the most amazing life and remember he loves you as much as you love him 🐾🐾
We love you Dozer and Nagi 💗💗
I’m crying reading this as I had to make the painful decision to allow my golden lab Cody 15.5 years grow his angel wings in 22/8. I still cry every morning and night. I was blessed to have him in my life for so long. Sending big hugs to you Navi xx
Dozer will, unfortunately move on!
His memories will never will. I will miss him, but, never forget.
Dear Nagi and Dozer. This news comes just 2 weeks after I had to say Goodbye to my faithful companion of 15 years, Tiger the Cat. He was like having another person in the house. He travelled with me from Sydney to Queenstown NZ when he was 14. Travelled like a pro and settled in straight away as if he’d always lived here. My heart aches for you Nagi because I know how difficult this time is. I’ve loved reading Life of Dozer over many years now. He’s a great dog and has made many people happy. You’ve given him the best life imaginable. Spend all the time you need with him. He deserves it. You are both tucked into a little corner in my heart as you go through this journey together. All my love to you both. xxxx ❤️❤️
I’ve enjoyed many of your photos of dozer. They always bring a smile to my face. My heart goes out to you as we lost our beloved Henry age 13 last year.. I hope is able to go home and spend his time with his loved ones ♥️