I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Nagi, sending lots of love and best wishes for Dozer as he makes his way.
I’m so sorry, we lost our precious little girl Peaches in early January and it isn’t easy. But Dozer had the best life with all the love he deserved. Sending lots of love and heaps of hugs x
I’m very sorry for everything you’re going through. I’ve already been there. I hope you feel all my energy in a hug that I send you.
Best wishes Nagi for you and Dozer, lovely boy🐾💙🐾
I have been where you are several times. Love as much as you are and Dozer will honor that and love you for that.
Our dogs lived till 16 and 17 had two sets, and yes it is sad but they have love….xo
So sad to hear this. He has lived a fantastic life with you, and I have loved hearing about his adventures. ❤️ 💔
My heart is breaking for you and your family. Just recently I lost my furbaby cat of 14yrs and my heart is still mending. They bring so much joy to our lives. Stay strong Nagi, Im sure Dozer knows how much you love him and he you xxxx
In tears reading this. Clicking the Dozer section on each recipe is the absolute highlight of my time in the kitchen. Thankyou for sharing him with us. My daughter was just asking how Dozer was doing and the last update I’d seen was when he was going home. She will be so heartbroken. Just know your heartache is shared by the world. Enjoy your precious time with him, and know when you get to heaven there will be a big floofball running to meet you.
Sending prayers to you and Dozer
How can normal people pay vet fees for animals that are old and suffering , euthanasia would be better instead of losing your rent $$ due to guilt put on by society . Like saving a mouse with an operation then finding out mice only live for a few yrs and older mice may get tumours .. Animals are being put down or looking for homes .
Sending huge hugs and love to Dozer and you. Travel gently
We all grieve for you Nagi and wish you fortitude & courage dealing with your beloved Dozers final days.
Cheryl .🫂
Nagi, I’m so sorry. Dozer was deeply lucky to have you as his best friend all of these years. I hope the fact that he spent every second in a warm home and surrounded by your love gives you comfort in this difficult time. Take as much time as you need to be by Dozer’s side. ❤️❤️❤️
We all grieve for you Nagi and wish you fortitude & courage dealing with your beloved Dozers final days.
Cheryl .🫂
We all grieve for you Nagi and wish you fortitude & courage dealing with your beloved Dozers final days.
Cheryl .🫂
I believe that Dozer has the absolute best life any dog could ever want, with the most wonderful doggy Mum any dog could ever wish for ❤️!
Nagi, thank you for sharing Dozer with us 😊, thank you for being such a great ‘doggy Mum’ and thank you for sharing all your inspired recipes!
I’m so sorry…my heart hurts for you and for us!!! We love you Dozer!!!
Sweet Nagi, we’ve followed both you and your beautiful Golden Boy for a long time now and we’ve loved both of you from afar. The very sad circle of life has now come for Dozier and there’s nothing more painful. Our hearts and prayers are with you both at this sad time; this end of life time. God bless you and may you both meet again someday. Love from Louisiana. Xx
Precious Nagi. Sending love and hugs to you from Mississippi.
Oh no, I am so very sorry this is happening. You are both in my heart, sending my love. Please take as much time off to be with Dozer and heal your breaking heart. We will all wait for your return when you are able. There isn’t a person who follows you that is not feeling a heavy heart right now. Give Dozer all the love and attention that he so deserves. We will wait for your return whenever that will be. 😢😘🙏❤️🩹
Sending love & light to you both. 💖