I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sobbing and heartbroken with you and for you. Dozer was one in a million. Thank you for sharing his beautiful life with us. We are all richer for it. Each time a special fur baby passes they take a little piece of your heart that never heals. Big hugs to you Nagi. May you live happily in the memories of your beautiful friend.
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Heartfelt tears shed whilst watching your reel 🥹 Dozer was such a huge part of recipetineats for us and we loved sharing his life and adventures with you. Words will not help at the moment … just know that those of us that have lost our best friend, sidekick and partner in crime feel your pain and send much love ❤️🥹❤️
Try to remember all the wonderfull times you both had together. I know having to have been in your place twice and my old girl is now near. I make sure we have the best, I try to make sure all is how she feels safe and loved. The best I can say to you is, live with all your times and happiness that you were so very lucky for. Xxxx
hey honey-dozer will always be with you in spirit-love never ever dies-my family as others love their furbabies or any “animal” we’ve been there so many times over the years-never gets easier but-if we didn’t love them who would’ve? and they know they are loved-and trust me honey-plzzz-we all will meet again-their souls have more love than many humans-I hope 1 day you may find another furbaby who will have a beautiful life-we’ve saved so many rescue babies of all creation-our lives would be empty without any of them-take care beautiful soul x
It is so sweet of you to share your love letter to Dozer. thank you.
50 yrs ago I lost Bella, my beautiful Siamese. Sadly there have been many that have joined her. At times I still cry for Bella and all the others, but I also remember the crazy, things each did to make me laugh. And as much as it hurts, I am grateful for the time Bella, Colombo, Brandy, Tomas, Suzette, Bailey, Coco, and Tyler shared their love.
Nagi, my deepest condolences for your loss. Dozer was a precious boy. Thank you for sharing his stories and all those great pictures.
Oh Nagi, my heart goes out to you. I am sitting here bawling my eyes out trying to type something that makes sense!!
Dozer knew how much you loved him, and he loved you also ❤️❤️❤️
Take some time for yourself now!!
Sending lots of love 🥰 hugs 🤗 and kisses 😘
Dear Ngai and family / friends of Dozer,
I am so sorry to great of your loss. It not only impacted you and your family but also families all around the world. The pain will always be there, but know that Dozer will always be in your heart.
Know in your heart that you gave Dozer the best of everything as he wasn’t just some member of your famiily. Dozer has been and will always be yoru family.
It is completely normal to just break down and cry T the strangest times but that is mourning for you.
My heart goes to you all ( no matter how many times you a love leaves). The pain will always be there and only time will help you with your heartache.
Dozer is a one a of a kind and if / when you ate ready to include a new pet, it will never be Dozer. As all pets are never replaceable.
Will be thinking of you.
Dogs are family and Dozer became a part of ours everytime I open one of my favourite cookbooks. He will live forever in our kitchens
Crying right now. We all loved Dozer though your big hearted love of Dozer. 🙏🙏💕🙏🙏
Hi Nagi
I read your posts regarding Dozer and my heart goes out to you. I loved Dozer. But your love was unconditional as mine is with my Sabu. I can not imagine the pain you are feeling and so my heart goes out to you. Stay strong and know he would have wanted you to be grateful that he is no longer in pain and now rests in peace.🐾💕
Remember you and Dozer shall meet again.
God’s will.
Memories keep us going until that time.
Peace be with you.
Hugs
Sincere condolences to you Nagi and all the friends and family impacted. Dozer will always be in our hearts and minds ♥
Oh Nagi, such sad news hearing about the loss of your precious Dozer! Having recently lost my 16+ darling Cavoodle, I share your grief. Our fur buddies are the best friend and gift a girl could ever want!
My heart goes out to you Nagi. I know Dozer was so loved and played an important part of your life. He was family and brought so many years of love, laughs and hugs. Take time to grieve and to also celebrate the numerous memories you shared. Hugs 🤗 ❤️
Dear Nagi,
So sorry you have lost Dozer to that eternal buffet in the sky. He was such a beautiful dog and thank you for sharing his and your adventures with all of us. Hope you can take the time you need now to mourn his loss. X
Our thoughts are with you Best of luck
So sorry you have lost your soulmate…as we did. “Those we love don’t go away, they are beside everyday, unseen, unheard but always near. Still loved, still missed and oh so dear”. Thinking of you at this very sad time.
Dozer had a great life. Lots of love, food and people. Wonderful dog.
Nagi, I was so sorry to hear the news about Dozer. I’m praying for peace and comfort for your heart right now. It’s clear he was a happy puppy who was truly blessed to be in your care until the very end. I hope you find comfort in the beautiful memories you shared.