I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Dear Nagi, I’m so sorry to hear about Dozer. Sending lots of love.
Love and prayers to Dozer, we love you!
Hi, Sending ALL the Love! Goldens imprint on your heart. I lost mine about 5 years ago. I still miss my Molly. All the love to you Nagi. Your posts are a bright spot in my day
Aww so sorry to hear of Dozer! Praying that he gets to spend some last special moments with you, I’m sure he’s had a wonderful life. Lots of love ❤️
With tears streaming down my face, I am sending love and hugs to you and sweet Dozer.
Tears stream while reading your post. Thank you for sharing Dozer with us.. I met Dozer when I found RTE and both have brought so much joy! Prayers for you in this difficult time. Dozer is a twin in mannerism and looks to my own. There’s nothing like a golden.
Words of comfort: They can’t be with us for the rest of our lives, but, we can be there for the rest of their lives. We adopt only senior dogs and this thought helps. Take care and give Dozer lots of hugs.
My heart is breaking. Dozer has been apart of my life every since I found recipetineats. His link is the first place I go to because he always provides me with a smile that I need. My prayers are with you both.
Such a difficult time it is when we have to say good bye to our beloved dog companions. I believe Dozer will be so much better and happier when he crosses the Rainbow Bridge.
Oh Nagi, my heart is aching for you right now. Thank you for sharing your sweet Dozer with all of us throughout the years. Sending love and sympathy.
I commiserate with what you are going through, as we had a similar situation with our doggie of 13+ years. When they are like one of the family it is really difficult to let go. We will pray for you and him and what will be will be.
So sorry Dozer is coming to his end. I’m scared to death I hust lost my husband January 26th and my Shin tsu is 20 years old now. If I lose her it will be devastating.
Dear Nagi: I am crying as I am reading this. I am so sorry to hear about Dozer. I always enjoy reading about him. We run a small cat rescue & have our own cats, It never gets easier. Just be with him in the end, talk to him & comfort him. Love to you & Dozer.
Lots of love and hugs to you and Dozer from south Texas.
Nagi, the loss of your soul dog is unbearable. So happy to hear you will take the time off to be with Dozer. I know he will so appreciate the love of HIS life being with him as he goes through his final chapter. I am so sorry.
Nagi I have never responded to a post before. Dozer has prompted me to do so. We are in the middle of a similar journey. Our Maine Coon kitty, Leroy (23 years old), is on his final journey. We don’t know how much more time we have with him, but my husband is buying his renal support food in bundles of 6 cans these days rather than by the case for the past few years. One of Leroy’s favourite places to lounge is under the Christmas tree. The floor is warm, and the lights above also provide warmth and shelter. The Christmas tree is staying up as long as Leroy is with us. Our best to you and Dozer, fingers crossed you will get that hospice time at home.
Love and prayers to you and Dozer. It truly is heartbreaking. We just wish that we could have them with us for so much longer. What a wonderful rest of his life he will have, making more memories for you to cherish forever. Lots of love xx
I became familiar with your website because Dozer caught my eye. We have rescued two Goldens from China. Our first was Golden Boy, who came to us via Seattle Washington where he was diagnosed with pneumonia and later multiple myeloma. He was in our care for almost a year when his breathing became a concern. The emergency vet said put him down. After attempts to reverse his condition we said our goodbyes. The president of the rescue organization does not give up on animals they rescue. Her research came up with a condition called Blastomycosis, caused by a fungus. We concluded this is what he had, not pneumonia. Most vets are unfamiliar with this condition. I send this in the hope Dozer does not have this. Golden Boys Journal is still up on Facebook if you want to read more. Prayers for you and Dozer.
Sending much positive vibes, strength and love. Know we all love Dozer too.
Just like you Nagi we are hanging by a thread for Dozer health.
What a wonderful life your sweet Dozer has enjoyed with you, Nagi!! I have truly loved his involvement in emails throughout your career and communication. Thank you for sharing his cute, furry love with us!🐾❤️ It’s so hard to say goodbye. They are such a big part of the family. Blessings!