I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Heartbroken 😔. I cannot even imagine the pain. I have a Milo & he is 9. It’s scary to think of life without him in a few years. Sending you lots of hugs Nagi❤️. Cherish the memories with Dozer – I know I will ..,
Losing a pet is EXCRUCIATING! I find that baking a cake is something I can physically do while I’m crying and it honors the sweetness that animal brought to my life.
Unfortunately death is a part of every life. We all will miss Dozer
Losing a pet is EXCRUCIATING! I find that baking a cake is something I can physically do while I’m crying and it honors the sweetness that animal brought to my life. A celebration of life cake.
Hi Nagi, I am not a fur buddy, but I know that dozer is your soul mate and I feel your tears. Be blessed with all his memories.
Oh Nagi, your beautiful boy.💔
So sad for you. I have lived all your posts of you and Dozer. You have given him the best life and so much love and every possible chance in life he is so lucky to have you as you are to have him.
Cherish your time.
Just know your amazing
Together.
My heart breaks for you and beautiful Dozer….I wish I could wave a magic wand and make Dozer eternally youthful, bound to your side for time immemorial.
I am sitting here with tears running down my face remembering my beautiful golden going through a similar heartbreaking journey that you and Dozer are now enduring…sending you strength and courage to get through this next stage.❤️
It is always hard to say goodbye to someone you love. However, it is a privilege to share the time leading to a loved one’s death.
Thinking of you both warmly and lovingly, cherishing every moment together 🐾🍖❤️🧊
I have just read about your furry child Dozer and my heart is broken for you. I know that pain. Be strong. Love Janette
My heart is heavy for you, I am hoping he can come home and be in familiar surroundings.
Thinking of you and beautiful Dozer, Nagi. I hope and pray he will have a quick recovery and be back to himself, taste testing all of your recipes. I lost my 2 beautiful Border Collies just over a year ago, and life is not the same. So lots of hugs and prayers coming yours and Dozer’s way. xxxx Sue
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Make him some chocolate for the end, the very best and last chocolate he will have. 🐾✨
I share your hope that he can go home to enjoy again. Stay strong (both of you)
Jeez love, what a heartbreaking read. Please know we’re thinking of you both, sending virtual hugs. This dying part is the pox.
Oh Nagi, Dozer will be thought of and reminisced about for a long long time by people in all walks of life and from many different countries. At this moment all of us have our fingers and toes crossed that he, and you, get to have those wonderful moments you speak of.
Love your Dozer stories and feel your tears!
Im so sorry to hear about Dozer. My golden had a stroke at 14, I Need not say more. I Just had to say goodby to my 19 yr old tuxedo boy. It hurts, we cry. We are llucky to have them so long. They are our “kids” Peace to you.
My heart bleeds for you Nagi, Dozer is your best friend and will leave a huge hole that can’t be refilled in your heart xo