I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.

Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.

The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………

…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.

We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.

So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️


Losing a beloved pet/friend is soo hard. We just have to remember the unbridled joy they gave us throughout their lives. Peace, Dozer
Sending wishes, prayers and love for your strength! Dozer already knows he has your love and support!🙏🥰😌😘
So sorry to hear this. My deepest condolences and I wish you, Dozer and your family all the best in this difficult time. I lost my dog two years ago and it was so hard. But with love, we can heal. xx
So sorry to hear this update. Thinking of you and Dozer – I know that he will be happy to spend the time he has with you. Wonderful that you can take time to be with him to care for and love him. Be kind to yourself as well. Hugs to you both xxx
Nagi my heart is breaking for u just imagining what you are going through. I hope you know how much joy seeing your love for Dozer through your food journey has bought. Thank you for sharing him with us. ❤️
My thoughts are with you 😔. Stay strong, and grateful for the time u have had . 🙏
Sending you love and hugs Dosers love will always be with you xxc
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You both have made so many friends on Facebook, we are all thinking of you at this time. You say that it’s life’s circle, true, but it doesn’t make it any easier at the end. Be kind to yourself and be thankful for having years with all the happy memories.
I hope you both have the best time ever for as long as there is time. Sending much love and hugs to you both ❤️
Its so devestating loosing a loved one. My heart is with you and Dozer and hope that you can share some beautiful moments still. I hope Dozer gets to come home.x
Much love to you & Dozer. 🩷🩷🩷🩷
Yours and Dozer’s love for each other is an honour to see. Thoughts and love to you both. Dogs come into our lives and leave their imprint forever. 💕😘
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So sorry Nagi, I’ve experienced the loss of 2 beautiful dogs. It is so hard, but next to you, out of pain is as good as it gets for Dozer 🤗
I’m holding my 13 year old best boy Toby very close tonight. What a reminder to cherish every second. My heart aches for you Nagi, sending my love to you and sweet Dozer.
Like so many others, I love following your recipes and have several of your cookbooks. However, Dozer shenanigan’s have always been the highlight of your post!
It’s heartbreaking to go through this final chapter, you and Dozer are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hi hope dozer is ok
Oh Nagi I feel so sad but also grateful that we’ve had so many Life of Dozer posts over the years that have been wonderful. I hope you still have more time together. Much love to you and beautiful Dozer
It’s the saddest part of owning a pet but he had an amazing life with you. Every animal should know such love.