I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I can’t stop crying. I love you both.
Hang in there Nagi, can totally empathise.. what a great life Dozer has had with you. Take comfort in the joy he has brought to you and us! Lots of hugs .. x
Dear Nagi and Dozer
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer’s illness. he is a joyous addition to your page along with your delicious recipes. T
I know you will comfort him during his hour of need, These moments are hard and heart breaking, I’m sure he knows how much love and care you’ve given.
Bless you Dozer!
All our love and prayers.
Thank you for sharing your journey with Dozer. How beautiful he has been able to share his love with you. Having been through a very experience, I understand the time you have left with him. It is actually very special. How lucky he is to have you. ❤️
Dear Nagi, thinking of you and Dozer at this devastating time. Wishing you both comfort and courage to face the inevitable. 💔❤️🩹 Know that you both are being sent so much love, good thoughts, prayers and strength to carry you both through this sad time. Hope you can rest satisfied that you’ve given Dozer the most loving, caring and best possible life and done your best. Sending you love and light for the way ahead. 🫂❤️🌹
As a fellow dog Mumma, my heart is breaking for you Nagi. I know how much Dozer means to you and his love for you is so beautiful to witness in your videos over the years. Sending you and Dozer lots of gentle hugs. Your RTE community stands with you 🐾🙏🏾🐾
Let him go, Nagi, it’s time x
Easier said than done!!!
Hi magi soooo sad to hear about dozer he was a wonderful dog we had a lovely dag the same breed for 15years she passed with cancer never forget
Thinking of you Nagi and darling Dozer. What a wonderful life you have had together. My daughter and I love your books not just for the recipes but to see gorgeous Dozer living his best life. Sending you both huge love over the seas from England ❤️
My heart is breaking, thank you for sharing your beautiful boy with us
A friend to you for their life and beyond. Memories remain forever.
Having been in the same situation several times, I understand your pain and shed tears with you. May your days ahead be filled with love, knowing what a wonderful, incomparable life you’ve shared with a beautiful being.
Dear Nagi and Dozer,
Thinking of you both with love and best wishes.
My heart is heavy for you. Thinking of you during this difficult time.
People who don’t have pets, don’t get how much they mean to us and how devastating it is when they pass. I have shed many tears for my babies and been left gutted by their loss. However with time I am able to look back and smile at the times we had and their shenanigans. Best of luck Nagi, we are all standing beside you.
Thinking of you both and feeling your pain with tears in my eyes. Praying for the best outcome of seeing Dozer back at home with you. ❤️❤️❤️
My heart goes out to you both ❤️ 🐾 treasure the moments you have xxx
So, sorry to hear about your fur baby’s health issues, Nagi. Dozer has been quite a delight beside you in every recipe delivery. Thinking of you both during this difficult time and manifesting healing for him and more time together. Sending love and light.
As a furry mother of an 11 yo puppy nd 5 yo, I can relate to the heartache that comes from “knowing” ehat is coming. My 11 yo has a heart murmur that seems to be worsening, and I can’t bare the thought of losing him.
These little angels come to teach us what real unconditional love is all about. I have followed you and Dozer for a long time. Love how the 2 of you interact, specially in the kitchen. I am also a caterer in Dominican Republic, and somehow I cant seem to find a safe spot foe these 3 little ones (they just want to try everything we do).
I hoe with all my heart, the both of you can get time away from ICU and share it in the intimacy you both deserve at this time. Big hugs