I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I started following you years ago and I always looked forward to seeing Dozer’s antics. The love you and Dozer share has brought me a lot of happiness. I’m sending strength and love.
Dozer, I’m crying my eyes out as I type this! Please hang on for a while longer! You have the greatest Mom in the entire world!
I’m so so sorry. Dozer is such a good boy. Thinking of you through this last sad chapter. He will be so missed by everyone. He’s one in a million
Love Dozer and am in tears. He’s had such a wonderful life, but it’s so so hard to say goodbye and be without the one you love more than anything. I have been through it too many times. Thinking of you both xxxx
Think of the good times, memories and love he brought you over the years. It is very difficult losing such a loyal ans loving companion. Love and best wishes to both of you.❤️
Oh, Nagi, my heart breaks for you. Sending love to you and Dozer.
My heart goes out to you Nagi. Sweet Dozer has been your precious furbaby for a very long time. I m so sorry and my prayers for you both.
So sad. Be well Dozer.
I’ll be praying for both of you To watch someone you love come to this point , is heartbreaking. specially when he brought you so much joy. Take care of yourself Nagi 🙏🙏🙏
I have no words or wisdom, but sending love and light to you both.
So sorry for what your going through I have enjoyed his stories over the years. My heart breaks for you.
You and Dozer have been so lucky to have and love each other for all these years, and you both have brought so much joy and many smiles. He’s clearly felt immensely loved every second of his life. A life very well lived, Dozer! Thank you both for being a warm, bright light in this world!
So very sorry
Tears are falling all over the world with you. Heartfelt condolences.
Sending all my healing and caring thoughts to you all
People all over the world are mourning with you.
What a brave little guy he’s been! My heart breaks for you Nagi. He’s such a big part of your life. You have been such a GREAT mom to Dozer. Your love has gotten him through these tough times. All of us who love you and Dozer so much, our hearts, thoughts and prayers are with you both. Keep us posted as you’re able.
You and Dozer have brought joy and love to all of us.Thank you.
Thinking of you at this difficult time – have been a fan of your fabulous books & recipes for many years and therefore a follow of the life of Dozer! Sending lots of love to you both
Thinking of you and Dozer xxx