I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
So sad to hear about Dozer. I lost my golden retriever late last year, it was like losing my shadow.
This is such a cruel part of loving a dog, but he’s so truly blessed to have your love and the wonderful life you’ve been able to give him. The devotion and care you’ve shown Dozer over the years, especially during recent months and weeks is truly admirable.Please know that so many understand the difficulties and array of emotions you are experiencing right now and that so many in the nation have both you and Dozer in their thoughts and prayers. Wishing comfort, peace, and gentle moments for your precious boy. Wishing cuddles and love to you, Nagi and Dozer. 💔🐶✨
Dear nagi
So sorry to hear about yr beautiful dozer. Hope he is comfortable. Wishing him lots of positive light.
Crying rivers of tears for you tonight Nagi. Our dogs are the heart of the world. Much much love to you and Dozer tonight. HEART xx
Oh Nagi! Oh Dozer! Prayers and hopes for the next few days ❤️🙏🏻❤️🩹
Good boy Dozer, good boy.
You take care of Dozer. Don’t worry about us. We are here sending good thoughts and hugs and prayers on wings across the miles.
Dear Nagi, I’m so sorry to hear Dozer is unwell. 🥲 Thinking of you & praying 🙏🏻 for you, Dozer & the RTE & RTM teams. Thanks for all the JOY & FUN you & Dozer have given us over the years. 🥰
My prayers go out to you and Dozer.
I really enjoy and appreciate your recipes. Aalways the first when chosing which recipe to go with!
Best wishes to Dozer
“When we think of those companions who travelled by our side down life’s road, let us not say with sadness that they left us behind, but rather say with gentle gratitude
that they once were with us.” Im so sorry Nagi. Im 11 and i have a dog so i feel really bad for you. I liked seeing pictures of dozer. I hope you feek better. Lots of love.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
HI Nagi
Having lost a 14 year old canine companion/ family member years ago, after a long illness, I understand the difficult stage you are at. No matter where he spends his last hours, Dozer will feel your love and that is what will matter to him. You have filled his life with love and he has brought joy to many. My thoughts are with you. Sue
Oh Nagi, I am so sorry – the post none of us were wanting to see. There are no words, so I am just sending you so much love and so many hugs.
[m deeply saddened about the news of dozer,crying as im writing,I know how much you loved each other,you could see it all the time.He is so blessed to have you in his life and i know he knows you are with him. Love and prayers for you both.Petra
So sorry for your news
So sorry Nagi to hear about dozer obviously a beautiful dog and family member I’ve been in your shoes it’s never easy but will get better chin up
I truly admire your dedication to Dozer’s recovery. You’ve sacrificed so much to help him get back to where he’s happiest. Wishing Dozer a smooth, steady journey home.
Dozer (and Nagi): Thanks, your posts have brought a smile to my face on so many occasions. And for all your taste testing 🙂
So sorry about your beloved Dozer, Nagi. Dogs are our best friends forever. He lived a life full of love from you. He lived a beautiful life because of you, and brought you love immeasurably. Your souls will never be separated, all the love in the world to you, proud Dozer momma .Deepest regrets to you xxx
Praying for you both 🙏 ❤️