I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sending positive vibes and love. He’s a lovely dog and an amazing companion for you, hoping Dozer is home soon. Big Love to you both!
Many prayers to you and Dozer. He has brought so much joy to me over the years with his sweet face and your funny stories!
So sorry about Dozer. Big hugs.
Nagi my heart is breaking. Dozer has been a part of my days since I started to follow you. Spend every minute you have with him. Sending you and Dozer love hugs and prayers. ❤️🇨🇦
Dogs leave paw prints on our hearts forever. Sorry for your loss.
I’m sending you and dozer the warmest and biggest hugs! I wish I could make you feel better, but I have been where you are and know exactly how much it hurts. I’m so sorry. He knows how much he is loved, and you have given him a beautiful life. I’m glad you’re taking some time off. I hope you can feel the love from all the thousands of strangers who you have both touched , we’ve got you! Mwah ! 🫶💌🧸
I am so sorry! We have lost so many thru the years and the pain and sadness each time seems unbearable. We eventually tuck them inside our hearts and know they will remain there forever.
Nagi,
With all the heartfelt love I have for your beautiful Dozer, I can only cry. I know the pain you feel. I had my dog for 18 years and he watched all three of my children grow up to be teenagers. My oldest child was the most affected as they grew up together and watched the younger two grow up. Just know that Dozer will be checking up on you: you will feel it. Mine still looks in on us every so often and it’s been nearly 20 years since he went to Doggy Heaven. With all my prayers and condolences for you and your crew.
Such a beautiful puppy dog Dozer has been and continues to be with all the joys and heartbreaks such as this time. So many of us have gone through this moment, but know this: The RecipeTin community (in person and online) love you and Dozer so much and are there for you.
Dear Nagi, I’m so sorry to hear about Dozer. Sending lots of love.
Love and prayers to Dozer, we love you!
Hi, Sending ALL the Love! Goldens imprint on your heart. I lost mine about 5 years ago. I still miss my Molly. All the love to you Nagi. Your posts are a bright spot in my day
Aww so sorry to hear of Dozer! Praying that he gets to spend some last special moments with you, I’m sure he’s had a wonderful life. Lots of love ❤️
With tears streaming down my face, I am sending love and hugs to you and sweet Dozer.
Tears stream while reading your post. Thank you for sharing Dozer with us.. I met Dozer when I found RTE and both have brought so much joy! Prayers for you in this difficult time. Dozer is a twin in mannerism and looks to my own. There’s nothing like a golden.
Words of comfort: They can’t be with us for the rest of our lives, but, we can be there for the rest of their lives. We adopt only senior dogs and this thought helps. Take care and give Dozer lots of hugs.
My heart is breaking. Dozer has been apart of my life every since I found recipetineats. His link is the first place I go to because he always provides me with a smile that I need. My prayers are with you both.
Such a difficult time it is when we have to say good bye to our beloved dog companions. I believe Dozer will be so much better and happier when he crosses the Rainbow Bridge.
Oh Nagi, my heart is aching for you right now. Thank you for sharing your sweet Dozer with all of us throughout the years. Sending love and sympathy.
I commiserate with what you are going through, as we had a similar situation with our doggie of 13+ years. When they are like one of the family it is really difficult to let go. We will pray for you and him and what will be will be.
So sorry Dozer is coming to his end. I’m scared to death I hust lost my husband January 26th and my Shin tsu is 20 years old now. If I lose her it will be devastating.