I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Dozer was a beautiful boy. You shared the best of this wonderful dog and he will be missed. My heart hurts for losing a dog is losing family. It’s heartbreaking. Lots of love,.
Sending love amidst tears from Alaska. Dozer was a special fellow and will be with you from the beyond. Great job for carrying on.
Dear Nagi, I am still grieving Dozer’s death. Dog’s are magnificent creatures. I am certain Dozer loved you unconditionally and enriched your life in ways you have only begun to understand.
Please let Dozer’s life stand as a testiment to the critical importance of dogs in their human’s life!
They should not be banned from our lives nor should they be considered “unclean” for heaven’s sake! Please allow Dozer to be a shining example to the good dogs serve in this life!!
You and Dozer are in my heart.
The love our furbabies bring is so big, it fills our whole being. When they leave us, the hurt and loss are everywhere. Breathe and you’ll feel his presence all around you and in you. My beloved Beau’s passing was such a gut punch, the worst loss I’ve had at 67 yrs old and having lost both parents. He was my forever child, best buddy and I was his person. We still are that. He’s with me every day. I wish I could relieve your heart, but his loving spirit will always be by your side.
Peace to you, sweet Nagy.
Nagi
I have dreaded this day, but knew it was coming. My deepest condolances. I khow much you loved him and my heart is crying for you. Peace.
So sorry to hear Dozer passed… Better than suffering though, Our condolences to you and yours. It’s so hard to get through a loss like this.
So sorry to hear about your beautiful fur baby. I love reading your stories and I must say I am losing a few tears over this and will pray for his recovery.
Hello nagi I have been a fan of you and dozer for quite some time now, I am so truly sorry for your loss I just lost my babies konan (8) and titan (10) last year and reading about dozer made me cry much.. much prayers and love sending your way.. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I’m so very sorry Nagi
My baby dog passed away 5 years ago I know how you feel please take care of yourself
Lots of love
Bless his big loving heart. .
Sorry to hear about dozer passing. I live your recipes and I also loved seeing and hearing about his antics too. My heart goes out to you It’s very hard when they get old and sick. We get so attached to them. They are best friend. Family member and many more makes. My staffy has had 2 cancers removed in last 4 weeks over 2 surgeries and it’s hard to deal with. It throws you completely off your daily routine.
My condolences. It is dreadful losing a pet. They are our children. It is very nice to see you posting again. I use your recipes frequently.
I have watched your blog for years with Dozer from Ontario Canada. I know it is hard now,, as I love with the same ferocity with my cats. But he’s watching you now from a different seat with all that love, and will forever be in your heart.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss… I too lost my “Rocky” two years ago with a blood infection due to his prostate infection; he was only 10 years… he was my big 85 pound baby American Bulldog/Lab Mix, and I miss him each and every day… my prayers and heart go out to you… Love and Peace…
Nagi,
I did enjoy reading about the adventures of Dozer over the years. It saddens me to know that he has passed. No, he has not trotted off; for he will put the twinkle back in your eyes and a smile on your face as he will always be by your side.
My heart goes out to you and I am broken hearted for your loss. I have enjoyed your content, especially with Dozer. He reminded me so much of my Chevy.
My sweet boy crossed the rainbow bridge 15 days ago, and I miss him every single day. He was a golden reliever/german shepard mix and had really bad hips. It’s been really hard without him.
They were the best good boys ever. Hugs to you, Nagi. ❤️🩹
They certainly leave big paw prints on your heart! Nothing anyone can say can help with the loss you feel, we all hope in the future you will find another Dozer, who will bring you so much love and joy xx Rest in Lover Dozer 💕
Wishing you and Dozer at least several more weeks of good times together! I have always enjoyed hearing about your adventures and how he is doing. Big hugs to you both!
Dear Nagi
My heart is still breaking for you and tears keep flowing. My prayer is that you will find comfort in remembering Dozer at his best and funniest now that he is in Doggy Heaven
Dear Nagi. I’m so heartbroken after reading about your beloved Dozer. I always looked forward to seeing his photos and hearing about his antics in your posts. I hope you find some comfort in your beautiful memories and in knowing that he had a good life, being well cared for and dearly loved by you. I hope someday we can all see our furry loved ones again across the Rainbow Bridge.
Sending you love and hugs. ❤️