I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
National, I’m 76 & reading your message about Dowser has made me very teary. I have never had a pup but there have been a few in my immediate family & I adore everyone of them. Over the time I have been following you I have fallen for Dowser & thought how lucky Nagi is to have such a friend.
My heart breaks for you & your beautifu friend. Gay
Dear Nagi, so many people sending their love to you and Dozer. Many of us have been in your situation and will be again (me for one). As you say, it’s the circle of life. Spend as much time as you can together. Dogs live in the moment, so let him enjoy every minute with you. Work can wait
Sending love to you and Dozer. Thank you for sharing him with us all these years. xx
Thoughts and prayers
My love and thoughts are with you. We have a 16 year old mini dachshund who is not doing well. But he’s a fighter like Dozer. All we can do is our best to care for them. You are doing everything you can. Have faith, in yourself and Dozer.
Hi Nagi, I’m crying as I read your post on Dozer’s health. All strength to you both. Please let your fans shoulder some of your worries and cry our tears for you so you don’t have to feel quite so sad 😢 🤗 We’re with you in spirit. ❤️❤️ 🐾 🐾
I’m crying with you Nagi; even though I have never met you or your beloved Dozer, I know how you feel. My husband & I lost our treasured King Charles Cavalier two years ago & we miss him beyond words. We sent him to doggie heaven in a country property & we got a small memorial sandstone plaque which we can see each day in our home. The loss is always there but we gave him the best time possible for nine years. With caring thoughts, Angie xx
I read this post and I’m just crying. I feel for you. I’ve been there before and I know that feeling.
I’ve just prayed for Dozer. May you have quality time today in this stage of his life.
Please take care of yourself. We have many recipes to cook from. Don’t worry.
I have lost 2 in the last 6 months going over the Rainbow Bridge at 11 years old from sickness and I know it’s very hard for you, just remember the good times.
I feel your loss
Soon to lose my BBF of 14 years to cancer
I will forever remember and refuse to forget
Love beyond expectations
Loyalty beyond belief
I thank him for teaching me that living is for this experience alone for without this living means nothing than providing for the ability to stay alive
Thinking of you, Nagi! I hope you and Dozer spend some peaceful time together.
Manifesting joy, love and peace for both you and Dozer during this time ✨️🫶🥹❤️✨️
So sorry. Pets are a very important part of my life and have been since childhood. They love unconditionally and wholeheartedly. They are our soul mates and an integral part of the family. Very hard to let them go. I know how much you love Dozer and I feel for you. Hope he passes peacefully. Cherish the memories.
I see & hear you Nagi. Losing Dozer will be heartbreaking,
Try to remember how special he is.
Your community loves him too.
I wish you & Dozer a peaceful time together.
Nagi my heart is breaking for you …I know how much you loved each other 💛♥️
❤🧡💛💚💙💜🐾
Hi Nagi
My heart is breaking for you. Been through this too many times. We never get over losing these wonderful family members. So so sorry. xx
Reading your post brought tears to my eyes. I cry with you and my heart is just as broken.
Sending you much love.
I’m so sorry you’re going through this loss. Dozer has been an amazing family member to you for so many years, and I’m glad you also have an amazing group of friends and colleagues around you to support you through this time. I’m sure I’m only one of thousands who cried reading this post- Dozer is in so many hearts.
Take as much time as you need.
My heart goes out to you Nagi, I have 6 dogs at the moment and I know what sunshine and happiness they bring to my days. It’s incredibly hard to loose a member of the family, Dozer has been your companion his whole life and he’s had a great life a wonderful life that some dogs long for probably dream about. I hope Dozer can rally around for the extra time to be home with you for a while longer. I’m so glad to read that he will pass in his surroundings and not at a vet clinic. My vet comes out when I have to say goodbye as well. All the best Dozer big hugs. 🐾🐾🐾♥️