I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
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Dear Nagi and dear Dozer.
I am sending both of you lots of love and strength during this very difficult time.
Nina and family
Oh Nagi, my heart is with you, I have been there more than once.
You have given him the best amazing life and without a doubt he knows how much you love him and will always love him after. Much love to you and Dozer and your family to get through this. You will see him again at the rainbow bridge. x
Dear Nagi, So sorry to hear that Dozer is unwell but so happy that you’re able to make more happy memories in his remaining time. We lost our rescue German Shepherd Jax at 12 years 4 months just before Christmas and the memories from his last few weeks are precious. Love to you both, Annette x
Very sad times but he’s had a wonderful life with you.
Hugs from me
Many of us share your sadness today, I hope joy and happy memories of Dozer will replace how you feel today. Such a loyal friend.🧡 Take care. 💞
Nagi, I have followed your and Dozer’s journey and I’ve loved all of it. This time is the hardest ever for we animal lovers. You are both in my thoughts and prayers.
To Nagi and Dozer. The A team. I have followed the life of your boy for years now. At 71 I have been blessed with 6 dogs, and just as many cats over my time on this flying rock. We know when we get them that we will probably outlive them and that it will end with pain, grief and tears. But we still keep doing it, because the rewards are immense, the love, the fun, the joy that they bring to our lives is immeasurable. Don’t despair, you won’t ever lose him, there is a place in your heart that is forever Dozer. Grant
With all the beautiful stories you’ve shared of Dozer over the years, it feels like he is part of our family too. Sending you lots of love, strength and virtual hugs, Nagi ❤️
Beautiful Dozer, sending love ❤️ to you both
Nagi – I’m so sorry Dozer is not well. We’ve all been there and know how difficult this is. Sending all the positive healing vibes and hugs to you. 🙁
Sending best wishes for Dozer. May he be comfortable and happy, even though he is in hospital. Thank you for updating us. I have been looking out for the update and thinking of him a lot. Take care.
Thinking of you Nagi and Dozer. Lots of hugs all round.
From our family to yours. Sending you much love ❤️
Thank you for sharing life with Dozer. It’s been an amazing adventure for us all. May your last chapter together be filled with love, and hugs, and ice pops. I hope Dozer’s final journey is peaceful and your heart is comforted by memories. We are all with you in spirit.
My heart goes out to you and Dozer. Keep the pup comfortable, he is so loved.
Would you be willing to share Nagi’s mailing address so that I can send a card to her?
Thanks
So sorry to hear this news. Sending hugs to you..
Sending lots of love, positive thoughts, strength and best wishes to you both!!! My family and I are wishing for a miracle for you!
Nagi,
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer. You have shared him with us, and even though I live in Canada, I feel so connected to him.
I lost my Max (black belt in cuddling) in June last year. He was 14.5 yrs young and will be forever remembered by all who met him.
Take all the time you need, we will still be here when you return