I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
So sorry 😞. I do understand your pain 😢. Dozer is such a treasure and we’ll miss him, but for now just take care of yourself. 😭 ❤️
Dearest Nagi, you are in my thoughts and prayers as you tread this, the saddest of paths. Dozer has had a wonderful life with you and known so much love. Take your time, just be kind to yourself, you do so much for others. With love Jan Grange
Thank you for sharing the beautiful moments you had with Dozer—he brought so much joy to everyone around him. While we can try to understand your pain, we know we can never fully grasp its depth. Please believe us when we say that we stand with you, Nagi. As Dozer begins his new voyage, we hope with all our hearts that he finds his way back to you someday.
It’s never easy Nagi 🩷 Words aren’t enough. Dozer is loved the world over. Sending love and and hugs from afar xxxxx
The tears are falling & my heart aches for what you are going through atm.. our beloved fur babies are just so precious but never here long enough.. how fortunate you both are to have one another.. take care & give Dozer a cuddle from us.. hugs to you Nagi
Hoping you and Dozer find love and peace. Thank you for preparing us for the inevitable; everybody loves Dozer, and you.♥️
Im sorry for ur loss. Its never easy to part from a close soul.
Send big hugs
xxx
Oh Nagi, I shed a few tears reading Dozer’s update and pray he pulls through. Enjoy every moment you have with him as they are special angels who come into our lives for a reason. I still miss my Duke and Daisy and think of them every day as it’s been nearly 5yrs I lost Duke and 3yrs since Daisy’s been gone and all of Dozer’s updates have helped me through so thank you. Take care of yourself and sending lots of love, hugs and prayers to you and Dozer ❤️❤️
Dear Nagi, I’m so sorry that you and the adorable Dozer are going through such a difficult time. Saying goodbye when the time comes is the hardest thing to do but I hope you get as much time as possible to enjoy the time you have together. Thinking of you. Dean in the UK xx
Our love, prayer’s and thanks are with you both. Dozer has known what real love is as have you Nagi and it has been a pleasure and privilege to share your lives over the years. Give him a kiss from me and enjoy the time you have together xxx
Dozer is so loved by so many, especially you Nagi. The “Life of Dozer” section on your recipes is always a treat to read. As owners of ageing dogs, I’m sure a lot of us can absolutely relate to this sad chapter of being a dog parent. Sincerely hope that Dozer gets to go home for a bit. Sending you lots of positive thoughts from London. Thank you for all you do 💕
I’m so very sorry to hear of this. The most painful part of owning an animal is having to say goodbye. Sending strength to you during this time.
Sending all the love in the world for beautiful Dozer & to his loving mum , those of us lucky enough to be loved unconditionally by our fur babies know how you are feeling 💙💙💙💔💔💔
Sending love and prayers for peace and comfort to Dozer and you. God bless.
Thank you for the Dozer update Nagi, our hearts are w/ you guys! Please give Dozer a HUGE 🤗 from us and let him know we ♥️ him SO Much! Jerry & Saiprabha
This brings tears to my eyes. He will always be in your heart. Enjoy every minute. It is hard to let go of our angels in disguise. I still miss my baby, he lived to be 15.9 years old. Sending you strength dear Nagi.
Best wishes to your beloved Dozer, stay strong and when it is time to go over the rainbow bridge you and he will know. 🥰🥰
Beautiful Dozer with so much love given, be strong. We await your precious recovery, sending positive wishes from me and my dog Saki.
So , there’s a beginning and an ending for all of us – for every living creature . But there’s a lifetime in between .
Thank you for sharing Dozer’s life with us , he has brought so much joy to so many people .
We are all feeling and knowing your unbearable pain , shedding a million tears all over the world .
But we are smiling too , remembering all his funny ways .
Go gently , beautiful Dozer .
And when his time comes , dear Nagi – always remember that grief is the price that we pay for love .
xxx
My heart is breaking for you. Thank you Dozer. You are the goodest dog ever.