I held his paw and slept by his side for 14 days in hospital. But it turned out, all the love in the world wasn’t enough to save him. Thus begins the final post on Life of Dozer.
My dearest Dozer,
You came into my life in my arms, holding you protectively. And after almost 14 years together, I held you in my arms protectively again as I said goodbye.
I was sobbing so hard, I forgot everything I wanted to say to you in our final moments together.
So I started writing this letter to you, to say all those things.
I wanted to reminisce about our wonderful times – the thousands of visits to the dog beach, all the wonderful food we sampled together, the cuddles, the neck-scratching-sessions, our road trips.
I wanted to thank you for spreading the joy that is you with readers all around the world, for happily coming along with me to meet readers at events, book signings, fund raisers, lunches, dinners, not to mention TV shows, photo shoots, and my gosh, we can’t forget our stint on Play School!
But as I sit here, typing away with tears streaming down my face, I realise that’s not what I want to say to you.
What I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me your whole heart.
Thank you for giving me your unconditional loyalty.
Thank you for loving me just as I am, for all my flaws, for never caring what I weigh, what I wear, what I look like.
Thank you for always being there, my one constant through the good and bad times.
Thank you for making me smile, even on the hardest of days.
And thank you for trying so hard to stay with me as long as you could, fighting to heal until your very last day. I will never forget how deep you had to dig to find the strength for your rehab walk on our final morning together.
I know that one day, I will be able to look at photos of you again without sobbing. And I know all this pain I am feeling is because I loved you so fiercely and completely, and I wouldn’t trade it for a second I got to spend with you.
But right now, four days after saying goodbye, it feels like the heartbreak will never heal, like I will never smile again.
Rest in peace, my darling Dozer. I will never forget you, and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Your mum xoxo
Thank you SASH
To the vets and nurses at the Small Animal Specialist Hospital (SASH),
Thank you for the extraordinary care, skill, and kindness you showed Dozer. Every moment, from the medical expertise to the gentle reassurance and cheering him on, meant more to me than I can say. Knowing he was in such capable, compassionate hands gave me comfort during the hardest days. I will always be deeply grateful for everything you did for my beautiful boy. – Nagi x
You were the best mama to Dozer. May your soul heal over time. And may joy steal its way back into your life. Blessings and hugs from Auckland, NZ
So sorry for your loss.
I’m so sorry for the loss of your beloved Dozer. Sending you lots of love and wishes for finding peace and comfort in all your wonderful memories together.
Dozer will live on in your heart and all the beautiful memories you have. May God comfort you and take care of you. You were a wonder mother to you dear Dozer and he knew how much he was loved. I am so sorry for the hurt you feel!
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful fur baby and your best friend. I cried the tears of one who loves dogs while holding my fur baby Kobé, feeling your pain and sadness as acutely as I would feel the loss of my own. Thank you for sharing the life of Dozer with us. I believe he will be waiting over the rainbow bridge to be reunited with you. Dozer will not forget you as you will not forget Dozer.
RIP sweetheart.
Dearest Nagi,
Please know that there is a whole community thinking of you now and sending you hugs. We are so sorry for your loss. The pain will eventually ease, but you will never forget Dozer. You will find comfort in the memories and times you and Dozer shared together. Take time now to grieve, take care of yourself and talk to those closest to you about Dozer and the wonderful memories and times you shared together. Thank-you for sharing Dozer with us. Look after yourself xx❤️
What you wrote to Dozer is beautiful. How lucky you were to have him in your life.
Dear friend, Thank you for shsaring these beautiful pictures of your soulmate Dozer. Sending prayers of support for you to ease your pain, but always remember if any consolation on this earth you will be re-united with him in God’s Kingdom. Dozer is all smiles and is still with you. Hugs
The price of love is harsh but ultimately always worth it. Dozer gained his angel wings
GOD
DOG
They are sent to us xxx
Sending you all the love! thank you Dozer for the joy you’ve spread and thank you Nagi for sharing it with us xx
Dear Nagi, my sincere condolences on Dozer’s passing and thank you so much for sharing him with us. As painful as any loss feels, know that time does help ease the pain of your loss and hope you can turn the sadness into happy moments of wonderful times spent with him. Take care!
Have you tried making the Parmesan shortbread cookies with gf flour?
Not sure this is the post to be asking that on 😃
Nagi, sincere condolences on Dozer’s passing and thank you for sharing Dozer with us and for the most wonderful tribute for Dozer! As painful as it feels whenever we suffer a loss, know that time does help ease the pain and that Dozer lived such a good and happy life with you! He wouldn’t want you to be sad for too long, Take care!
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So very sorry about your great loss Nagi. I was just yesterday enjoying seeing all your photos with Dozer in my Dinner book when looking for your fried rice recipe which was delicious. Kia kaha- stay strong.
Everybody loves Dozer! R.I.P beautiful boy! Condolences for your loss, Nagi.
I’m so sorry to hear about your baby boy. Sending prayers and all the hugs in the world❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for such a loss that you have had. Losing a pet is heartbreaking .
my heart is aching for you Nagi we have 7 lovely doggies up in doggie heaven, what a good and long life for a large doggie. much love
I’m so sorry to hear about Dozer, such a sweet name. Yes, you were lucky and loved by Dozer. But do not forget that he was deeply loved by you and it showed. You were a great “mom”. ❤️