I held his paw and slept by his side for 14 days in hospital. But it turned out, all the love in the world wasn’t enough to save him. Thus begins the final post on Life of Dozer.
My dearest Dozer,
You came into my life in my arms, holding you protectively. And after almost 14 years together, I held you in my arms protectively again as I said goodbye.
I was sobbing so hard, I forgot everything I wanted to say to you in our final moments together.
So I started writing this letter to you, to say all those things.
I wanted to reminisce about our wonderful times – the thousands of visits to the dog beach, all the wonderful food we sampled together, the cuddles, the neck-scratching-sessions, our road trips.
I wanted to thank you for spreading the joy that is you with readers all around the world, for happily coming along with me to meet readers at events, book signings, fund raisers, lunches, dinners, not to mention TV shows, photo shoots, and my gosh, we can’t forget our stint on Play School!
But as I sit here, typing away with tears streaming down my face, I realise that’s not what I want to say to you.
What I want to say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me your whole heart.
Thank you for giving me your unconditional loyalty.
Thank you for loving me just as I am, for all my flaws, for never caring what I weigh, what I wear, what I look like.
Thank you for always being there, my one constant through the good and bad times.
Thank you for making me smile, even on the hardest of days.
And thank you for trying so hard to stay with me as long as you could, fighting to heal until your very last day. I will never forget how deep you had to dig to find the strength for your rehab walk on our final morning together.
I know that one day, I will be able to look at photos of you again without sobbing. And I know all this pain I am feeling is because I loved you so fiercely and completely, and I wouldn’t trade it for a second I got to spend with you.
But right now, four days after saying goodbye, it feels like the heartbreak will never heal, like I will never smile again.
Rest in peace, my darling Dozer. I will never forget you, and I will never stop loving you.
Love,
Your mum xoxo
Thank you SASH
To the vets and nurses at the Small Animal Specialist Hospital (SASH),
Thank you for the extraordinary care, skill, and kindness you showed Dozer. Every moment, from the medical expertise to the gentle reassurance and cheering him on, meant more to me than I can say. Knowing he was in such capable, compassionate hands gave me comfort during the hardest days. I will always be deeply grateful for everything you did for my beautiful boy. – Nagi x
Dear Nagi,
I’m so sad for you. Wishing you strength and comfort at this time. Thanks for brightening our days with Dozer pics. He will be missed by so many people all around the world. He was a fortunate dog to have you as his mum.💕
I feel your pain Nagi . I sobbed , I know the feelings you are having only too well. You gave him everything ! so sad but what a joy he bought to so many people . My heart is with yours . I hope the peoples comments help to support you .
You are one special lady
It’s one of the hardest heart breaks, Dozer had the best life and knew how very much loved he was. The grief is real. I wish you fond memories and big hugs.
My heart goes out to you and Dozer for your loss of each other, so loved.
Thank you for sharing Dozer with us, every one is so uniquely special it’s difficult to describe. Awesome, just g- damn stupendous!
so sorry for your loss. he was one of a kind and he loved you as much AS YOU LOVED HIM. ONE DAY YOU WILL BE GRATEFUL FOR THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES YOU HAVE. TAKE CARE XXX
I’m so sorry for your loss Nagi. I had tears down my chin as I read your post.
My heart goes out to you, I know how much you loved him. You gave him the best life ever and you were there for him all the time. He was your soulmate and you will never forget him. Hopefully we all meet our fur babies again at rainbow Bridge XXX.
It is pure joy when a dog lets you so deeply into his heart like Dozer did. May you run forever in sunshine, Dozer. Thank you for the joy you gave to your mum and to the rest of us too.
Oh Nagi, I am so sorry to hear the news of your beloved Dozer’s passing. I am sitting here crying as I read this and remembering the pain of losing my beautiful Jess (gorgeous Blue Heeler who loved everybody she met). The house feels so empty when they are gone which pronounces how much they filled our lives with their unconditional love and affection. Treasure the beautiful memories and in time you will start to feel less pain. If love could have kept Dozer here you would never say goodbye. My deepest condolences and kindest thoughts to you Nagi.
Oh Nagi I’m so very sorry to hear your devastating news. My thoughts are with you. Sending you much love & hugs. RIP Dozer xx
My heart hurts for you. Sending you much love, hugs and strength from Singapore 🌹
Such a beautiful love letter to your beautiful boy he will be sadly missed but always in your memory for ever more love to you and all the team 😍🥰💋🥲
Thank you for sharing Dozer’s life with us all. A very special part of your life Nagi with so many special memories made together. He will be missed but never forgotten. Sending huge hugs. X
So sorry for your loss; rest in peace Dozer and condolences to you Nagi❤️
He will never be gone, he is still here, with you, forever in your heart and in your memories. Such love never dies. You will always talk to him, turn and look at him, offer him the odd taster as you carry on living, loving, caring, working and laughing, because, that is what you both do. When at those times life, places and moments look and feel empty, open that heart and that part of your mind where you closed the door, open it, and let the light in, and ‘Smile’ (you know, that special smile)😊❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹💞💞💞
My dearest Nagi , I cant find the proper words to say how deeply sorry I am to read that Your beloved Dozer crossed The Rainbow Bridge !
He is now resting in Heaven , waiting for You I due time ! Blessings & Prayers for You & Dozer from Mexico City.
I am so sorry. There is no heart ache like this heart ache. Please know it does get easier but they forever hold a place in your heart. You were so lucky to have each other.
I am so very sorry for your loss.
I’m so sorry for you Nagi. It’s terrible when your dog child dies.
Oh my gosh! So, so sad for you. I have also lost four legged friends, they are so dear to us, and Dozer will always be remembered with love 💕